it all amounts to zilch.

Happy new year everyone!! Its time for red packets, fizzy drinks, pinapple tarts, ba gua, ba gua and more ba gua!!! I am thankful that my first book out is during this festive period as i can take my mind off NS. 2 weeks of confinement in the barracks is a bitch. heh.i am being rushed to move my ass so this is a summary of wad i learnt in the army.  jc pple are stupid and ridiculous. u can do anything inside but just dont get caught. the training safety regulation is just for show and i would die earlier of water posioning and dehydration. i fired the GPMG!

In less then 24 hours i will be entering a whole new phase of my life.tsk. excited and adrenaline pumping. probably because of the plenty of unknowns ahead.

I will miss my bed
i will miss my apple
i will miss gym and rowing
i will miss my buddies and someone close to my heart

well well its the year 2009 and this is probably one of the last few posts if not the last before i serve the nation. looking back '08 has been a mixed year full of its ups and downs. i retained a sem. i was selected for national squad. had my first overseas race. met new friends. my age now starts with the number 2. thankful for everything and what didnt kill me just made me stronger. i also think this december is the craziest december in my entire 20 years of life.

ANYWAYS. new year means resolutions. this year my resolution is:
1) more maturity and patience, be a better man
2) start saving moolaahhh$$$
haha. short and simple. new year was spent mostly at home alone and shunde at the gym. shunde been having some emo shit on him and i just wish i could help him. through all this time i spent with him i realised we are pretty similar yet very diff. very contradicting i know but dunno how come our minds work this way. he says i am an impatient young man.tsk.

my old sec sch classmates paid a surprise visit to my place and we went out for chilling session. geez didnt know they were capable of such actions. talk over drinks was fun and there was a sense of nostalgia. i like the feeling that we could talk about anything and everything and laugh our heads off whilst feeling so carefree. we were once a tight bunch but a few yrs gone by and only 4 of us were left. hopefully we could endure many years ahead.

so preoccupied with work that social life is going down the drain. its suddenly dawned on me that this is how working life is like when i grow up and it aint good seriously. i was thinking bout it when i was slacking on a toiletbowl staring at the ceiling. see how desperate i was to get out.  see boss face, see customer face, see colleague face, see until i red face. tsk. worse, an auntie colleague got touchy and touched my ass twice plus slipped her hand around my waist once. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE PEOPLE THESE DAYS! she should just go home find her old man and keep her saggy arms to him. damnit.

i came across this thing and it started me thinking. i have been thinking alot really. reasoning this and that. come on brian stop being indecisive and follow your heart. biscuits leh. HAHAHAHA.

i also would like to thanks shunde for the wunderful lungbursting muscle shocking mind blowing run. i never liked sprints, i never will but then its a test of willpower and the route to spartan. 8,9,10,push,push,push.

Life has been pretty mundane till recently that i felt more alive for quite a while. Had an overseas race with my new safsa team and got 2nd by losing by 0.09s. still i feel on top of the world. some %@^£$&^ pple from NPDB were sarcastic about it and stuff. if u wanna be arrogant at least have the results to back it up. why snigger and poke fun at me when u cant even pass your heats. BLOODY HELL. penang trip was fun and i spent like UBER LOADS of cash. got high, atebucketloads, 1pesta, 2events, 300jumpjacks, 4races. come to think of it i never won a gold medal before hope it comes my way soon. hopefully with the nationals at macau next year whereby the army would be so nice to release me and allow me to train well. GRANDPOPS LEE, HEAR MY PLEA!
i wanna CYCLE! will that somebody please grant my wish.